I almost hate to say welcome, because this is not necessarily where one would choose to be. I am so sorry for your recent loss. It does sound as if you have an extensive support system. That is such a help. I find that the four-legged, furry variety are the most wonderful source of comfort. They listen, never give unsolicited advice, and snuggle up when you need hugs and kisses.
I hope you are able to use your gaming as a distraction. We all need that type of thing to help restore some type of normalcy to our lives.
I don't post a lot either and I tend to be private, so whatever you choose to share is for your healing.