I started attending a Group Grief therapy session last week. It is 8 weeks long. In this group are all different ages (although all are adults in this session) and genders of people who have lost spouses, children, parents, siblings. I found the session very difficult to get through and very depressing. One woman who lost her husband this May, was there for her 2nd 8 week session. I visited a Therapist a few days ago. She herself lost her husband 2 years ago. She said she is not a fan of group grief sessions. She said they can actually do more harm than good by delaying the healing process. The therapist asked me how I felt after the group session and I told her honestly it was very depressing. I also talked to a friend of mine that lives across the county. Her husband died in an auto accident 16 years ago. She said she used a good therapist to help her get past the pain, but never any group grief sessions.
I agree- I'd love to have another good man in my life but I need time to figure out how I want my life to look like first.
I'm very glad I'm not in the position of my step-grandma. My maternal grandmother died and Grandpa remarried less than 2 years later. It seems to have been a happy marriage but I later found out that after step-grandma (SGA)'s husband died, she found out that hos pension had no survivor benefit- it died when he did. (Back then, electing a non-survivor benefit option didn't require the spouse to agree in writing.) Of course, SS also got cut from his SS plus 50% spousal to just his SS. She had little else. Her kids sat her down and told her that if she wanted to live comfortably she'd had to find an old guy with money. She found Grandpa. Wow. Nothing like being in your 70s and HAVING to get married!
To be fair, I was desperate too w/2 young children, 2 mortgages & no job ...
I mean, grief is what it is - an onslaught of desperation & raw emotions, however, allowing one's self to behave uncivilized w/others is a lack of self control & descent of morals that, otherwise, keeps a person decent & in check ...
To me, there is no excuse for behaving like a predator especially in the presence of children ...
Widowhood is not a pass or an acceptable excuse to demoralize widow/ers w/lewd unsolicited sexual overtures ...
Those men were 8-10 months out, whereas, I was 2-4 weeks out ...
I pay for handyman, I learned to be a single parent as well as maintain my home & vehicles ...
I never preyed on people or expected them to fix my problems ...
Sorry, but trivializing this women's issue many widows have been confronted with &/or might be faced with is not helpful in their keeping alert to the potential for being used &/or abused ...
It's good you have loving memories of your wife, but other people are simply strangers no matter if they are also widows ...
Any man or woman for that matter, who preys on vulnerable people in any setting, particularly in a grief support group should be asked to leave the group. Goes for the participants and the facilitator. There is no excuse for anyone taking advantage of the vulnerability of a person who is suffering from indescribable grief.
You are absolutely correct-there is NO excuse for men taking advantage of you for their own agenda, when I hear that it makes me nauseated. There are caring men, I like to think I am one of them, I would never take advantage of ANY person in a position of sorrow, loss and unrelenting grief-never.
I am sorry this happened to you.
PS It should have been the facilitators role to address this and set strong boundaries. There was a break down somewhere in setting clear, specific guidelines.
I have gone to Grief / Bereavement groups before... At first they helped me. They let me know that what I'm feeling is normal.But now it seems like I leave feeling worse. Listening to everyone's situation is stressful. I need to feel better about myself before I can help others. Is that selfish ?
It is not selfish. I always tell people, whether in this journey of grief, or struggling with another life hardship, that you have to put your own oxygen mask on first when it feels like the plane is going down. That means that you have to prioritize your self-care, so that you are able to then care about other things. It is not selfish.
The Oxygen Mask metaphor was clever. But it sure gets the point across. Thank You much for your words. From what my husband has told me on the past, I tend to be thin skinned. And the sorrow of others just seem to get me down right now. I feel like I have enough of my for the moment.
Thanks again .
I think its important to find the group that's right for you. My husband passed in April of this year and despite having a good support team from my own church and family I knew I needed something more. I found a Griefshare meeting at a local church not far from where I live. It is actually 13 weeks long but I came in on the 6th week. After the first session I knew I had found the right group for me. Its centered around specific aspects of the grief process and provides helpful insights via weekly videos to help you come to different aspects of your journey. No one is compelled to speak but it has been so encouraging I have not found it hard to share.The faciltators are wonderful. They don't push or probe. I definitely plan on attending the 1st five sessions I missed. I told my sister-in-law about my going and she was happy for me. However, her situation was much like your experience. When she lost two of her sons to an act of senseless violence she started attending a group session. She said she left out feeling more depressed than when she started so she stopped going. She decided to get one on one therapy and that's what was helpful to her. As others have said we all grieve differently and so it is important to find what works for you....the key is not to give up...find what works best for you. Grace be unto you as you go through your journey.
BAD! Very depressing. I think it is better to talk to a therapist and try to surround yourself with positive things!