Today is Canada Day & everyone is celebrating, having friends over. I took my dogs to off leash, felt so alone as most were couples. Came home to having to paint door frames that are peeling so bad I should have done it last year. But I just feel like crap today. Then it rained, so gave me a good excuse, now I can't do it today. The misery of that job will wait for another day. I may go to church tonight, hopefully it will help me feel better. I'm sick of this lonely life. I try not to be bitter that Doug was the one who got to die, but it sure is hard.
Hugs and happy Canada Day!