September 22, 2010 … the day my Vern died. 8 years. Just does not seem possible it's been that long. I miss him and the life we shared.
Sept 8 - my first of never wedding anniversaries. Marcus was killed a week shy of our 4 month anniversary. I have no plans myself yet. I am taking a fellow widow I met at GriefShare earlier this year to an anniversary dinner on the 10th, as her anniversary is this month as well.
Sept 16 - my birthday. I'll be older than Marcus. I don't quite know how to handle this.
September 15, 2013. Same with feeling that it doesn't seem possible. This year I am going to a wedding! My cousin's daughter. And I'll be with my sisters so I know I can talk about him with them.
I do miss him and that life. But now I find my way into this new life and I wonder if he would even know me?
Sept 12th is our son's 2nd birthday without his dad, he turns 11. I've been a wreck but am trying to put forth the effort to make it a good day for our son.
Sept 23 my first birthday without Jerry.
September 22, would have been our 34th anniverary. I am so sad.
September 4, 2017 - the day my childhood sweetheart died, he was 27 and I was 25. It is a sad, cold and lonely month - but most days are that way.