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Members: 238
Latest Activity: May 9

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Coping with yearning for dead husband

Started by Noelene T. Last reply by Neelie May 8. 15 Replies

 I am new to this group and I lost my husband of 26 years on Valentine’s Day this year. He was 85 and I am not 79. I had been married before but he had not. We had a wonderful marriage and he was the…Continue

First post - Aloha

Started by bellgamin. Last reply by Bonnie Jan 6. 8 Replies

My  first post. Aloha from Hawaii. I was born in 1930 when (as they say) dinosaurs roamed the streets of Honolulu.My wife, Imiko, & I had been married for 56 years when she died of cancer. She…Continue

Unfortunately finding myself here

Started by InsideLove. Last reply by Gwamma Jan 5. 8 Replies

My husband died on Aug 28, unexpectedly..I have a grief counselor- her husband passed away at 47 years of marriage too and so, she traveled this path. I do have a grief group, 4 widows 1 widower.…Continue

Joining seven weeks after my wife's death

Started by Neush. Last reply by sis Jan 3. 11 Replies

We seem to have been blessed.  We had a long (43 years) and happy marriage, jobs that we both enjoyed, two daughters and four grandchildren that live nearby, a home and neighborhood we enjoy.  We…Continue

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Comment by Bobbysgirl on May 9, 2019 at 4:51am

Noelene, I cry at times. There is nothing wrong with crying. I found it does get better with time. I wish you well. Peace to all.

Comment by Noelene T on May 9, 2019 at 4:34am

Hi Bobbysgirl, thank you for your post. Unfortunately if I play music something will remind me of him and the tears start. I love music but every song seems to hit a nerve with me. Hope it will get better in time. Best wishes

Comment by Bobbysgirl on May 8, 2019 at 5:45pm

Noelene, nights are difficult even though it is almost 6 years for me. When I go to bed I play CDs we both had enjoyed. I try to relax and think about the happy times we had. It does seem to help most evenings. Peace to all.

Comment by Noelene T on May 8, 2019 at 4:42pm

Hi everyone, just wondered how some of you cope with the nights. When I am sitting watching tv without him here beside me the longing for him is sometimes overpowering. I get through the days all right but when I am on my own the pain is still so raw even after 15 months.I tell myself I was lucky to have him in my life at all but that doesn’t compensate for his loss. Even though I am a young 79 the thought of the years left in front of me without him make my heart ache. Do we ever get over missing them. Best wishes to you all.

Comment by Noelene T on May 8, 2019 at 4:26pm

Hi Neeli, so sorry for the sudden loss of y our husband. At the moment y ou must be feeling that your life has ended too. I know that is how I felt. I didn’t want to go on living without him. It has been 15 months now since he passed away and I am coping better than I was. After his first anniversary it was like he said to me I don’t want you to be so sad anymore. I still long for him to be here with me and the hardest thing I find is sometimes I want to feel his arms around me so bad and to be able to kiss him it is like a physical pain in my chest. You will feel all these things and will have to learn to cope with them all in your own way. People say it gets easier, but its not true. It gets different and we learn to find some strength we didn’t know we had. Cherish the memories you made together and do whatever you need to get you through this sad time. I still kiss his picture good morning and goodnight and although it is not the same as him being here, it brings me comfort. This journey is the worst one we have to go on as we have to do it alone, without the love of our lives. Do whatever brings you some measure of comfort and try to focus on the good times you had. My thoughts are with you. xxx

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Comment by laurajay on April 10, 2019 at 6:50pm

Laurel.  welcome.  Nice to  have a new poster.  Out  of  237  members  I don't  think even  10% of our members  ever  post  or join in  here.  By next yr  in 2020  everyone  here  will be 70  or older  so we really are  senior  members  with  long  histories and in many  cases  long  marriages.  We soon if not now  will know  more  people well who  have  died  than  those  we know  well  that are living.   Younger  widows  and  widowers  have  a different  perspective than  many of us.  It's  good to hear  how others are coping  as they  age  moving forward.  I seem to  harp  on aging  but  it is such  a factor at some point  when  you lose  abilities it makes  a difference  in the  quality  of life.  Never  easy  to be estranged  from  loved  family members.  Most  of us would like  acceptance  and peace  in those matters  I  think.  I certainly  have  learned  that  peace  comes  in greater degree  when  I  realize  I can not  change  others  nor  what they  think  and believe. I can offer  love but if it is not wanted  or received  I  have  to  quietly  offer it up  and move on.   Very  hard  with  difficult  family  members  for sure.    Anyway, Laurel.  welcome.   Come  again soon.     hugs    lj

Comment by Bonnie on April 9, 2019 at 3:24pm

Laurel, I think you and I are facing similar experiences and challenges.  I have a group of friends who are also widows and we do things together regularly: have season tickets for the local symphony, share a painting studio and gather there a couple of days a week.  That has all been good and this year, nearly five years on, I am doing more and enjoying it more as it was a real struggle for a long time.  But still—traveling isn’t the same without him. In fact, it now has less appeal and I used to love to just keep my suitcase packed.  My sons have been very attentive and supportive but my daughter who lives only a hour away seldom calls and I almost never see her or her four sons.  She has a busy life and a demanding job but I don’t think a call every now and then just to say, “How are you doing, Mom?” would take much time and would mean a lot to me.  I used to call her but stopped as I felt that it was never a good time.  So it’s been hard.  And I do keep thinking that if I move I might find things easier, but I am also afraid that it wouldn’t really make much difference and I might then regret doing it.  Everything just seems SO uncertain, I seem SO  unable to just move on and everything just seems so HARD.   I don’t know how much is my age although I am in good health and active and how much is depression and how much is normal reaction to losing my best friend and companion.  Life had changed for us even before he died as he had dementia for 5 and a half years and the steady decline was awful.  So for almost then years now I have been engaged in trying to adjust, always trying to adjust.  I just hope i can look forward to easier times to come.  So I sympathize with your feelings.  They seem very familiar.

Comment by only1sue on April 9, 2019 at 2:57pm

Laurel, the family are good to have around but somewhere along the line we have to live independently. I like you are six years on and have a life, well more of a routine actually. Good friends and acquaintances have been a while adjusting but are around now. I am estranged from my sister which is sad but that has been ongoing for 30 years on and off. Glad you posted, it is a good group and there is a lot of wisdom and support herr.

Comment by Laurel on April 9, 2019 at 12:28pm

I do not believe I've been on this wall and have posted very little in the past 7 years.  Kind of didn't know where to start when I found Widowed Village and am not real literate when it comes to computers.  

My husband died in 2012 of cancer - multiple myeloma from Agent Orange in Viet Nam.  We did a lot of traveling after we retired in 2002, and I miss that so much.  Have a friend who is a widow and her and I have done some traveling within the US.  Would love to meet a group of people on here who like to travel or would just like to get together somewhere for a weekend.

I also struggle at times with the thought of staying in my home (I still have a mortgage) or moving to a 55+ place and then I think "no"... really sounds too darn stressful to move.  So I guess I'll stay here as long as I'm able.  I feel like Frank - don't want anything to do with the "games the residents play".  I'm too active and have friends that I do not want to leave, but this house gets so-o-o large many days and every single night.  I find Sundays are the worse day of the week.  Everyone seems to be with family and it's a lonely time for me.  I have four children; 1 out of state and two within 100 miles  (they all are my rocks and keep me grounded) and then I have my youngest,(she's 46) who doesn't speak to me anymore....having an estranged daughter is really sad, but I've had to learn to live with it.  I feel that she still has not learned how to deal with her father's death, but I pray she will some day.  Hopefully her counseling with help her.  

Thank you for listening.  

Comment by Faolan on April 9, 2019 at 8:41am

Yes, my husband would blow lightbulb one after t'other at first, move things, then eventually I saw him and heard him. Jewish people believe their spirits move on after a year, but personally, and it is 6 yrs this year for me, I still sense his presence. It definitely isn't ",grief" or imagination. I don't blame you for staying put, 

 

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