Hello, I have not been on in a long time. But today…I am struggling. Since I lost my husband I have focused on my children. Mostly my daughter as my son is 25 today. My daughter has Dyspraxia and also has pretty severe anxiety and depression and PTSD since her father's illness/death. She will be 21 soon but for the reasons listed above..is much younger mentally. I moved from my comfort zone ( I have Never moved without my husband) to another state so my daughter could attend a specific high school..it was great until COVID-19..she graduated last may 2020 and we moved back to my small town. However, other then my friends and support there is nothing here for her. I am just a server ( have been a restaurant owner and manager) but make great $. Now my town has been discovered and the rich are moving in and there is no longer housing available anywhere close. My daughter wants to try college ( not sure if she can do it but I'm not going to tell her she cant.. maybe she will shine )in Monmouth Oregon (aprx 9 hours from here). Due to her issues I will have to go too. I want to do this for her but worried if it's the best decision. Need a job and a home..I am afraid! But here ..there is no future for her. I sooo miss him at times like these. I just want someone to make decisions with..to tell me it's going to be ok…etc. so tired… Just had to get all that off my chest. Thanks for " listening"
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