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Suddenly Widowed

For those widowed suddenly or unexpectedly by any cause. 

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Since He Died...

Started by Crabby. Last reply by sis May 31. 8 Replies

People are always telling me how strong I am.  I don't feel strong.  It's rare that a day goes by when I don't cry.  You could probably count on one hand how many days I haven't cried since July 29,…Continue

He deserved so much more love

Started by KJPE. Last reply by Mrs Bear May 22. 11 Replies

At least once a day, I feel intensely frustrated & sad because my husband was exceptionally wonderful to me, and I keep wanting to give him more love and cannot believe that I can't any more. …Continue

Walking the line tonight

Started by BlueRoses. Last reply by lulu74 May 15. 3 Replies

The line between what is and what was. It is more of a tightrope, that often at this hour starts to fray. My sailor, soared last August. He was a young, bright, tenacious man, who left this planet at…Continue

Old Mementos

Started by Crabby. Last reply by Roxi May 1. 3 Replies

Tonight I was going through boxes in the basement, trying to declutter some because I have to move.  Don died 9 months ago yesterday.  i went out to get pizza, and when I came home, I found him. He…Continue

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Comment by Chris on February 8, 2011 at 11:51am

I used to get upset when my married friends would have stupid arguements or take their spouses for granted.  I never really got over that, nor do I think I should.  I use my experiences as a reminder that I should not act as they do.

Comment by Abigail Carter on February 8, 2011 at 11:32am
For me, its going to parties alone. Even after 9 years, I still sort of resent it, even though I have sort of gotten used to it. It's that and dads with their kids playing in the park. That one still gets me from time to time as well. How dare they have fun! ;0
Comment by Kane on February 8, 2011 at 10:45am

WHy is it when other couples tell me they are doing something, going away or just being a couple I am so jealous!!!  Even 16 months later, still so jealous!  How can I get past this....  I don't want to alienate my friends cause they have couple lives that are still going on but....  I have a really difficult time. 

 

Maybe writing this will help me feel better just to vent!  Any suggestions to getting past this? Thanks

Comment by Chris on February 8, 2011 at 9:59am
One thing that helped me through the loss of my wife was to totally immerse myself in it.  To really feel it for what it is - something that really sucks!  And I knew that the more I immersed myself in this sucky situation, the more it would feel real & then I was able to live through & deal with it.  Sure, it'll bring you many good cries, but you will then learn how to navigate through it...
Comment by patter on February 8, 2011 at 9:04am

Oh crap.. I think I just hit an emotional wall. 

Even though I knew that someday I would lose my husband, it is still too overwhelming to acknowledge this reality.. others tell me of their sorrow of his passing and the words pass through me like a ghost.. not wanting to grasp their words and accept that he is really, truly gone.  Overwhelming is a good word for now.. but it is not a good place to be.  I keep asking myself.. how can this be?

Comment by Susieg on February 7, 2011 at 8:03pm
Oh Patter, I can't believe at 2 weeks you are able to think clearly enough to even write!!!  So sorry for your loss. I am 21 months, and it is still like a nightmare to me.  Keep connecting and you will find many feel  like you do...we do need each other.
Comment by Eowyn on February 7, 2011 at 7:07pm
It's an awlful time and feeling- different from anything else... hard to describe. So sorry for your loss... glad you are communicating with others who have been there...
Comment by patter on February 7, 2011 at 6:49pm
Well I can not believe it will be almost 2 weeks since I lost my husband.. who knew a house could be so freakin lonely and quiet.. I can hear clocks ticking.. can anyone relate??
Comment by Boo on February 5, 2011 at 5:53pm

If anyone has lost their husband or wife to a stroke - this video of Jill Bolte Taylor (20 mins) is AMAZING.  She is a neuroanatomist and had a stroke and she describes what happened.  She was lucky and made a full recovery (although it took 8 years to fully recover).  I'm sharing this because I worried that the experience was horrendous for him, even though I was there with him holding his hand and talking softly to him.  This video gave me immense comfort.  She does describe a very painful headache (like a migraine) but as he was given diamorphine (as most stroke victims are, if not all) ... that would have relieved that symptom.  And she speaks in my language not in Latin or gobble-de-gook like some scientists do. 

 

I also have the bookand am half way through ... so far it has given me nothing but comfort either.

 

http://www.amazon.com/My-Stroke-Insight-Scientists-Personal/dp/0670...

Comment by Boo on February 5, 2011 at 5:00pm
I have emailed the author of the site where Abby found the beautiful candle image.  Will let you know if we get a "yes/no" x
 

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