Last night I made a comprehensive to do list for myself.
It covered outstanding administrative tasks. Budget. Keeping house. Things to make life easier. Things left undone. Things to do for myself such as a holiday...etc.
This morning I attended the psychology class feeling extremely alert and energised for the first time. I recently started a process of taking care of body and mind too.
My new self talk " take each breath with love because you are alive." .
This one is hard to give my thoughts on. When I think about what I miss without my wife, I lose count.
All I know is that my love for her runs deeper every day and my desire to be with her again is stronger than ever.
I still try to figure out why she was taken away and what my mission still is here on earth.
I talk to her every day but it is not the same as having her by my side.
As far as I can tell, it is not getting any easier for me. Take care ...
Do you ever find yourself just standing still in a room, any room. And your're just not sure what to do next? Or is that just me?
Susan, I do that. It's awful! I do that because I'm lost without my husband.
Not just you - but when it happens to me I chalk some of it up to just getting older ...