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Widowed in 2017

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A Ton of Bricks

Started by Shoosie2. Last reply by Shoosie2 May 24. 7 Replies

Hi everyoneTomorrow is the 4 1/2 month mark that my Rick left his 'earth-suit' , and it's just really hitting me hard that my Rick won't ever be back. Ever. I tried to get that through my mind and…Continue

Making new friends

Started by Mike. Last reply by SweetMelissa2007 Apr 19. 20 Replies

I read a lot about people who have a great support group of family and friends. But my wife was my best friend and my family is far away. So my support group is digital, either online or on the…Continue

Has Anyone had any 'Strange' things happen in your house since your spouse passed?

Started by Shoosie2. Last reply by SweetMelissa2007 Apr 17. 12 Replies

Good Morning EveryoneI haven't had much of a chance to post anything recently, but I do read everything. I just had to ask this question. Two days after my Rick passed, December 20, 2017, I was…Continue

ANC service on Feb 28 was beyond words

Started by InsideLove. Last reply by Rainy (Misty) Mar 8. 2 Replies

Marty’s Arlington National Cemetery service exceeds words, just as my grief for my missing him every day no words seem to be enough.We had 40+ family and friends in attendance. I hired a photographer…Continue

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Comment by adoption1964 (Kim) 19 hours ago

GTG - I sent you a friend a request.  Your post hits everything I feel right now.  I was in the chat room today after being away for awhile.  I am almost 14 months out.  May 2, 2018 was my 1 year anniversary of my dear sweet husband's death. I truly thought that after the 1 year mark it would be a bit easier.  You are right everything changes.  I have changed my sleep hours, my eating habits, tv watching and the list goes on.  I am actually finding that this summer is harder than last summer.  I think last summer was truly a blur.  I walked around in a haze.  Now more memories are coming back feelings so overwhelming.  Today is not a special day but for some reason I just want to cry all day.  I have my daughter and 3 grandkids living with me.  Beautiful creative talented grandchildren, 9, 15 & 16.  I love every part of their being and my daughter.  I still find loneliness and the yearning for my husband.  We have spent the last year putting ourselves back together figuring out who we are without my husband, her father and their papa.  This is also a relationship that is definitely taking a new shape without him.  

Comment by EarthSpirit (Carol) on April 28, 2018 at 2:38pm

I’ve experienced every single one of those changes in the past 6 months. The challenge is facing each one of those changes to try and rebuild a life. For me, I know it will take the rest of my life. But my beloved husband will hold my hand every step of the way, just as he did when we were together. I believe this with all my heart.❤️

Comment by SarahCello on April 17, 2018 at 8:54am

These absolutely spot on words are those of Kelley Lynn  This is a quote from her book that will be out this summer--

Comment by GTG on April 17, 2018 at 7:23am

Comment by HelensRay on April 15, 2018 at 2:43pm

Just to set the scene, I live in the UK and lost my Helen on the 30th June 2017. 

Last Friday our 15 year old granddaughter went to South Africa with a party from her school.  Bethinn and 10 of her fellow pupils have gone for 15 days to assist in a deprived school in Cape Town and naturally I am very proud of her. 

On friday morning I went on to her school website to see if there was any information on the actual time that the party was leaving.  The site has a twitter feed and every day a member of the school puts up a thought for the day.

On Friday the thought for the day was

"Believe that there is light at the end of the tunnel, and also believe that you can be the light at the end of some one's tunnel"

That's how I think of widow village, I love the way we get support here and how we, in our turn, give what support we can.  Peace, love and light on this troubled road we travel.

Comment by EarthSpirit (Carol) on April 15, 2018 at 12:28pm

Thiswitch, thank you for your reply, it’s nice to know someone else feels the contradiction of not wanting people to feel sorry, but also wanting them to understand. Weekends are difficult; it’s Sunday and I was doing a little shopping this morning and I felt so not part of the world around me. I don’t know any other way to put it. It feels like I’m in an invisible bubble and the rest of the world is living real life. Anxiety is my middle name these days; worrying about maintaining my house, finances, vehicle, health (even though I’m in good health), you name it. The support group I joined didn’t work for me, but I have a counselor who’s available, thankfully. Thank you for listening. Peace to you in this shared journey..

Comment by thiswitch on April 7, 2018 at 10:17am

Carol - it has been seven months for me and so much of your post resonates with me. Time really does distort reality, I feel like he was just a dream most of the time. But then I watch a video and see his mannerisms, hear his voice, and realize he is right there with me. I also understand not wanting people to feel sorry for you. I think it is a struggle in my head between not wanting people to feel sorry for me vs wanting people to feel sorry for me and understand just how painful this is. 

And Mike, I feel your pain. I couldn't understand during those first how people could be further along those first five or so months. I didn't understand how the feeling could change. But now at 7.5 months, I look back and understand that it was a tsunami of grief, so I couldn't feel the waves. But now they are waves. Which means there are some hopeful days in between the waves, days where I don't cry. You start to feel a little better. But then the wave comes and it is just as painful if not more. I suppose I trust that this too will change. 

Comment by EarthSpirit (Carol) on April 5, 2018 at 4:45pm

It is 6 months today since I lost the love of my life after 29 years. Yet it seems like a lifetime since I’ve been without his love and presence. Time has a way of distorting reality when it comes to this particular grief I think. As he would wish me to do, I’ve taken steps to rejoin my community to share events and resume volunteer work which we took part in together. But it’s so hard, feeling vulnerable and not wanting friends and acquaintances to “feel sorry for” you. My experience has been one of my community embracing me, so I begin to believe that I. Can. Do. This. ❤️❤️

Comment by Mike on March 23, 2018 at 3:37am

Three months ago today my wife died. It is still overwhelming and painful. I honestly don’t know how I made it this far.

“In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything and two minus one equals nothing. “    Mignon McLaughlin

Comment by Carmen513 on March 18, 2018 at 8:38pm

Mike 3mths is still pretty raw grief.Often I felt sucked into this vortex,beaten up and spat back out again.10 minutes,2 hours, a day ,a night.

To be honest there were times I thought is that what going insane feels like!

I got some counseling with a Physiologist and apparently I am normal. Ha, if that's what you call normal.She was brilliant though and explained many concepts surrounding grief that helped greatly.

Its kinda not easier as the days slip by ,but it is certainly less intense and not so sudden.

It is so different for everyone. It is the same.

And what helps me must not help the next person and vice versa.

Try to remember too that Grief doesn't follow a linear pattern,and emotions,thoughts, memories,stages,appear randomly or may trigger something one day and nothing the next.

You are doing great one day at a time, 24 hrs is a long day, and I find early evenings and Saturdays horribly sad!

I miss my soulmate so much and even though I am grateful for our unique love story, I still feel ripped off and frustrated with the senselessness separation.


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