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Latest Activity: Jan 5
I think I get angry at the universe, not at the couples. (Were that the case, I could start with my own parents--who are now both 83.) Not very productive, but it comes and goes even now. Who knew that any of the so-called "five stages" could last this long?
Well said Mark..thank you for sharing...I;m not angry at others....sad I guess that Bill and I can't do these things anymore....I have my feelings sometimes.....of what I don't know ....of others having so many friends..and family and all of my friends have passed....very young....so I try to always remember that my life is what God gave me......and I have faith , hope, love and sometimes peace....
Mark, I think you stated that well. I've had 6 years of "why us' moments. I now am just grateful we had each other for as long as we did. Trying hard to let go of the anger but it doesn't always work.
Hope you find some comfort this year.
This thread about anger strikes a resonant chord with me. I am not angry at other couples as much as angry at myself for not saving Donna from death. Yes friends irrational logic in abundance with that statement. I see these happy couples and know they have ups and downs. They will face their own reality. I think about Donna and just trying to make her smile to make me smile and I am not angry or sad just wistful.
To modulate my anger I think about this CS Lewis quote from A Grief Observed
‘To some I’m worse than and embarrassment. I am a deaths’s head. Whenever I meet a happily married pair I can feel them both thinking. ‘One or other of us must some day be as he is now.’
My pain and anger has only arrived sooner than theirs I must remain strong so I can comfort others about this cluster fuck grief we live in.
i hope you know that I wasn’t saying our anger isn’t valid. My point was that we can’t hate them because our spouses left too soon but for us to respect that it will be in their future as well. I don’t know your age but I had just turned 61 when my husband and best friend died. I felt cheated and still do. I get upset and angry that those couples are us. I hope I explained what I meant in my earlier post. I sure as heck wasn’t being dismissive.
i hope 2018 will be kinder to all of us sharing this journey.
Snark away as much as you want, Barzan. FWIW, I *still* have moments when I see older couples together and get angry, knowing that this will never be something I'll ever experience with Judith.
Almost six-and-a-half years later, and I'm in the midst of one of those "feels like yesterday" moments. Thanks for the breathing space, Folks.
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I know what you mean!!! It does hurt to see all these couples celebrating the holidays. I don't want to sound snarky but all of them will one day be in our shoes. We need to let them have their happiness. I'm sure when our husbands were alive, other widows/widowers felt the same way we do. Bless you and have a Happy New Year. It's ours to do what we want with. Hugs to you.
So hard Princess....I am also glad this year they are over...I put everything away the day after Christmas....I hosted my kids and grands which is the only reason anything was even decorated......I have a really hard time at the shore in the summer.....watching couples holding hands walking the boardwalk...it started about 4-5 years after Bill passed...somethings have gotten easier and some harder......sending you hugs and peace....
I just opened the Christmas card I received from my best friend. It was a picture of her with her husband and sons. It hurts to see what I miss. I threw the card in the trash. It felt good to release it. I am glad that the holidays are over.
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