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Comment by chef (John) on October 20, 2018 at 9:59am

@Cee: Early on, another widower gave me this bit of advice: "It will get easier over time, but it will never be easy again." I have found this to be a true (and realistic) statement.

I'm in Year VIII and still have memories (both good and bad) of my pre-widower days. Hugs from Cleveland.

Comment by LucyGoo on October 15, 2018 at 3:58pm

I agree with Marsha - I think we generally cope pretty well, but these anniversaries and the holidays are just a heavier burden to manage - for me too, when things happen - I need to make an expensive decision about something related to my house - I know the right thing to do, but miss his wise voice soooo much.  I just miss him.  Period. 

Comment by Marsha on October 15, 2018 at 1:59pm

Cee I think we have learned how to manage the grief until we come up to the angelversary, anniversary and birthdays. My dates are all together so I wish January would just fly by. For me it will be 8 years in January so guess in some ways leading the pack with others who lost their loved ones at the start of a new year. I don't come on WV much any more. Life has taken over due to mother with dementia and loss of brother almost a year ago. There are times I just wish he was still here helping and supporting me. So many things we miss now that we have to deal with life on our own. Sending peace and blessings to all as we continue moving forward on this path.

Comment by Cee on October 15, 2018 at 1:48pm

Does it ever get any easier? This past week was 7 years since my heart left me and all I have are the tears which seem to find their way to the surface no matter how I try to stop them.

I try to keep busy and have a few activities but there are those down times that bring on the loneliness.  This colder weather isn't helping.

So HUGS to all who share this journey. May we find some peaceful days and happy memories.

Comment by chef (John) on September 14, 2018 at 9:52am

I would agree with Lissa as to counseling, Scrapbooker1310. If you are working, please check with HR to see whether they offer access to any types of programs. If this is not an option, I'd suggest that you look for local meetings of Griefshare. You might contact larger churches/hospitals/hospices in your area to see if any of them offers counseling services. Failing all else, also contact your local county mental health/family services department, to see if you have some recourse through those agencies.

Comment by Lissa on September 11, 2018 at 7:50pm

hi Scrapbooker13011

sigh ... I called my daughter and cried tonight because I feel like such a mess. Honestly, it is very hard and sometimes it seems completely overwhelming ... wait a minute I am not sure I am helping here... 

I guess I just wanted to reach out and let you know that at least there is a lot of empathy and compassion for you here.

I find a long walk and a good read can sometimes help make things better.

I was in grief counseling for a while and that also was helpful. I have been considering talking to someone again. Maybe seven years is some kind of milestone.

Comment by Scrapbooker1301 on September 11, 2018 at 6:03pm

Hi. I’m new here. My adorable husband Dan was diagnosed with lung cancer the end of September 2011. He went into cardiac arrest two weeks before Christmas due to the harsh chemo drugs he was receiving. I’m drowning. Still, 7 years later. I don’t know how to live my life. So much other crap going on, which just adds to the pain of my everyday life. A friend recommended this forum. I need help. 

Comment by Mark99 on August 29, 2018 at 11:14am

Dianne thank you for the kind words. I will note that it was pretty much my mom who got me to this point. As a kid she would have all of us but especially me do chores, laundry, learn to cook. sew, iron, etc. One day at age 12 or so I said, "Why do I need to learn this?" Her response was spot on, "I want you to marry for the right reasons love. Not for a maid." Well that is pretty much the story of Donna and me. I didn't marry for her cooking etc. And I am not in an emotional state where I need to have done for me things. I rue day when that comes but not yet. 

John I totally get that day march. For me it is about a month prior to August 7. Never will I understand how it suddenly hits me when I feel I got this... nope. I think this year was especially tough since I had posted a lot on what I call dying season ... those days. Be well friend. 

Comment by chef (John) on August 29, 2018 at 5:47am

Diane: We have something in common. My 30-day march is from Judith's death date to our anniversary...followed by her birthday four days later. I wish you strength, success and fortitude in coping with things during this time. Hugs.

Comment by Dianne in Nevada on August 28, 2018 at 9:53pm

I'm a 2010er so I hope you don't mind if I jump in here. Your conversation caught my attention - especially the last paragraph of your comment, Mark99. I have shared similar thoughts … "I will see someone. Someone will see me. And poof …" and been told that is not at all realistic. Was nice to see someone else say it - and a man at that. I'll be reading your book/blog.

I'm a few days into my 30 day march between wedding anniversary and my guy's death. I've been doing random acts of kindness on our anniversary since 2014, which helps me a lot. This year would have been #49. And I read my CaringBridge journal during this time … memories. Some good. Some really hard. But it feels like a right of passage I must take each year. To remember those cancer years and all they held. And to embrace those final 4 precious days in hospice.


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