To start let me give a quick history. My wife Teri and I were married for a little more than 24 years. Four daughters, two granddaughters. We found out this January that she had cancer. She passed on July 3rd. Like most everyone else here, the sense of loss is all-consuming. The "what will I do now" question applies to us all. I've read countless posts, and for the most part I can relate to the w…