Share '...one step back....'

since day one, people  always told me  to put one foot in front of another, take it one day at a time, and that i would be taking two steps forwards, and one step back. well i am definitely taking one step back these days, and i hate it so much!   it's been 7 1/2 months since i lost my soul mate, my husband of 25 years. he died suddenly, unexpected. it was such a shock, so painful and unbelievabl…