Hi. Every one.
my sole mate of 44 years took his own life, leaving a note saying his disability was getting worse, and he did not want to be a burden.
No one saw this coming, it has left me even now after 3 years lost and traumatised.
i have been flying around trying to fill this huge empty black hole with anything I could manage....family, friends old and new, volunteer work.
care work.dancing.…