Hi, my name is Pamela Brooks. My handsome husband, Willie James Brooks Jr passed away 6/24/23. He and I were residents at a nursing facility, and neither one of us really knew how we ended up here, I say here, because I'm just about to move away from the facility to an apartment. He and I come from completely different worlds, yet we fit like the missing piece of the puzzle in both our lives. Willie was very sick and disabled, and me being the physically stronger of the two of us, I did everything for him. Everything. But I still feel guilty that it wasn't enough to save him. Although our story is only 21 months in age, we grew to be inseparable, physically and emotionally. Ours is also a legendary love story, I've never heard anything even close to resembling us and our precious time,,, it would take oceans of time to explain it all.
But as I am now, I'm completely and hopelessly alone, devastated and without any support, with no real friends or family. All we had in the world was each other. There's no earthly words to describe my loss.
We were both spiritual people and firmly believe in soulmates, and we most definitely were, without a doubt. I feel him with me every day, but I miss his mortal presence so much I can hardly breathe. He was my whole world.
I now have to find some way to rebuild it future with just his soul by my side. And I'm terrified.
There will never be anyone else in my life – he is irresponsible and I'm actually still failing in love with him, more every day. We were cheated out of our time together by illness and timing. We married on 6/22/23, he passed on 6/24/23 and we had our apartment and we're set to discharge on 6/26/23. We were just that close. We didn't even get one single day of life outside the nursing facility. None of it makes any sense and it never will.
I pray for our reunion all day, every day.
Thanks for taking the time to read a bit of our love legacy and ledgend ~ Pam Campolieti Brooks
jja says
Posted on August 17, 2023 0
Pam, I so understand the loss of your soulmate and how none of it makes any sense. I pray for you as well as myself that somehow we make it fhru this journey.
JS says
Posted on August 12, 2023 0
I’m so sorry for your loss Pam- sounds like you had a beautiful relationship together. Hopefully you can find some of the support you need here.