I recently read your first post and wanted to reach out to you and say I can totally relate to what your feeling, like I am sure most of us on this site would agree. Which I am sure you probably haven't heard in a long time, I am very sorry for your loss. I lost my wife in January of 2014 but every day is still a challenge. I rarely post but just thought I would let you know that people here do understand.
Soaring Spirits International has partnered with First Light Widowed Association, an organization for widowed people in Australia, to provide a private forum for our Aussie widows to connect. In addition to this online community, First Light hosts local catch ups throughout the country and is working with Soaring Spirits to bring Camp Widow to Australia in the future.
Welcome to Widville, Bullwrinkle. I am truly sorry for your loss, and hope you find caring support and friendship here.
Here's the best place to start: Need help using the site? Ask here! You can join the Groups that fit you to connect to others with similar experiences. Share your story. Take a look at our Forum discussions where you'll find meaningful conversations taking place. I look forward to getting to know you here in Widville. Take care of yourself.