After the funeral I had some really beautiful flowers (not many) but a few. The one that I 'DIDN'T' like was the kind that lay over the casket after they finish the service. We had ED cremated so we…Continue
I can hardly stand hearing that other's have moved on.....should I really be happy for them? Gawd that sounds horrible. I can't even feel happy for myself.
Having lost my Daddy 7-1-12 then my spouse 10-1-12 I don't really understand how others can be happy and still talk of marriage I just flat out don't get…Continue
My Eddie with have been out of my life for 5 months and two days since we Iast spoke when life was as normal as I knew it. A few of you who have followed me know that I also lost my father 7-1-12 but the pain is far far deeper having lost my husband than my father. I tend to start of most of my conversations with "well Ed did this " or " Ed did that" or yeah I remember when Ed did this" oh man the list is Endless. …Continue
Ed has been gone from me for 6 months & 24 days. I read over and over and over from people who have received a heart or lungs from a loved one and how very THANKFUL they are to have had someone tell them how happy their life is.
I am so hurt that I have heard from NO one hell not even the…Continue
Ed always hated that just after dinner I would to run up to Walmart to grab a few things.....He always was one to tell me to remind me to take my cell phone, and to call him if anything happend. He also used to say he would take to Walmart if he wanted me to. I always assured me I was a big girl and could do it myself. When I was finnished with my shopping from Walmart I made up this idea that if …Continue