one of the meetup groups is hosting a party. The venue is nice but it is not as spacious as the host is trying to make it out to be. $15.00 a head. She provides the DJ, food, paper/plastic products and party favors. 204 woman and 71 men attending. That’s $4,125.00 she will barley break even on this thing. She is trying to tell me it’s not going to be standing room only. She’s trying to tell me the music will not be so loud you can’t hear anyone. She is trying to tell me standing around…Continue
I recently joined two meet up groups near me. I struggle with the amount of time to devote to this. My time is valuable and once spent I cannot get it back. So, I have to really work on being people’s friends. It reminds me of my children’s sports teams. If you show up and interact with people there you have a chance of befriending at least one person who you might get together with outside of the sports and separate from your children. However a majority of the adults there could care…Continue
12 Christmases without my hubby. My heart is breaking because I don’t have anyone yet to share the load with. I feel like I have lost everything. My husband, my house, my children, my job. I am not homeless because of friends I live with and I feel like shit because I can’t afford to pay them what the place is worth. Why am I even alive?
It seems like it has been a really long time since I last posted. Still not having any issues with loneliness like I had in the past, but I have also been reluctant to claim victory because I have not accomplished all my goals. One of my goals is to obtain work where I can afford not just to financially support my self but also to have a life outside of work. Right now my job is making that impossible. It’s one thing to want to live with someone else when it’s your choice to live with them.…Continue