Search for LDS widows & widowers. It's a closed group so apply and tell them your story and that you know me. They like to keep creepers off so they verify everyone. It's an awesome group and they have regional offshoots. I think there is a good group in Texas and they should be doing something this fall. Veronica Connell Clarke is my Facebook name. Your in good company... Not a great club to have to join, but lots of awesome supportive people.
Don I am so very sorry for your loss..I lost my Soulmate on Dec 27 2013 from a stage 4 glioblatoma brain tumor ..It too 6 months 8 days and it was over..Dont rethink what coulda woulda shoulda , as we can never undo anything ,,And beat ourselves up over things or blame others only makes this grief trip even more sad..And we don't need that, the images the sounds of my beautiful wifes last week are trhe hardest for me, and oh how I wish I could erase them ..I hear time will take care of it in our own healings..WE shall see want we..I m here if you ever wanna talk ..Just give me a holler..Peaace ..Norman
I'm so very sorry for your loss, but glad you've found us. A good place to start is the Groups; you'll find others there with circumstances similar to your own. The Chat room is great for real time support. Join in when you're ready. I hope you'll find the same understanding here that I have.