I guess I should share a little bit about myself and my journey so far. Well my husband of only a little over 3 years passed away 18 months ago suddenly and very unexpected. It was the day before his 35th birthday which made it so much worse and harder. It was also about 3 weeks before my 27th birthday. I couldn't believe that I wasn't even 27 yet and was already a widow. That was a very weird and difficult thing to imagine and start to connect with myself. Even though my mom became a widow at a pretty young age (she was 43 and that was 5 years prior to my loss), I still had a very stereotypical image of widows. And until losing my husband I thought losing my dad was the hardest thing I had to go through. Oh and I almost forgot to mention in my ramble, I have two boys ( 4 and 2 years old) which only make the loss of my husband so much greater and harder. I really hope this place helps somehow. Sorry for the ramble and sorry if it doesn't all make sense.