"I miss him so much, I just don't know what to do. I don't think I will ever be happy again.
I am sorry for your loss.
I am sorry we are on this web site, we are both miserable.
Grief sucks, but boy does it hurt. I just…"
"Look for signs from your partner. They are there if you are open to seeing them: flashing lights that shouldn't be flashing, a feather lying somewhere odd, dimes on the ground, cardinals, birds that won't leave you alone, butterflies that…"
I keep thinking he will walk into our kitchen again. We will open a bottle of wine, I will cook a delicious meal and we will laugh and talk. He will touch me. I will touch him. We were married for 45 years. His…"
"SoreEyes, I will be attending my first grief share this coming Thursday the 16th. Not too sure what to expect, but thought I would give it a try. I'll let you know what I think of it. I too can not sleep, if I'm lucky I…"
"Jules, Kiki, Riskybiz and everyone else.
You all have said things in your posts that have hit home for me. That terrible feeling of dealing with each day, each hour that your partner for life is gone. It's the first and last…"
"Hi Jules, It's been 7 weeks for me. Although it wasn't suddenly, I still am in so much denial and can't understand why it had to happen. It was so out of the blue though leading up to it. My husband was also a healthy,…"
"Barzan: I did travel . My first time alone. I was going to gain some peace and acceptance that my husband is truly gone. I didn’t want to be the set I downer at the family Christmas. I’m not sure I would do this again but last night my…"
"Melissa.thank you for your kind words. I’m in the process of redoing my husbands office to make it “mine”. I found his baby book, graduation tassel and certificate, every card I’ve ever given him and so many things that were…"
"Laurie.. you are right. We do all feel that way. I can’t tell you all how helpful it’s been to read all theses posts. My husband has been gone for a little over 3months. I asked my friend why it is that I can’t throw out…"
"It's been six months since my husband died unexpectedly. That will seem like a long time to those of you who just lost your partner, but it feels like yesterday. The real pain didn't start until the shock wore off, about 3 months after his…"
"I am 4 weeks in and I can't stop thinking about what happens, if anything, when you die. I'm the opposite of you, I used to believe that there was a life afterward, but now I'm having trouble thinking that there is anything after…"
i lost my husband August 12 of this year. I agree with all comments below. Some days I’m ok and then other days hit hits me that I’ll never hear his voice again or those goofy names he used to come up with for me. It’s then…"
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I'm so sorry. Yes, it's really painful and I have learned in less than 2 months that some days are ok, then turn for the worse, then back and forth. It's a wide range of emotions that affect you mentally and physically. I still try to find ways to get through the each day. Yesterday, I was ok for the most part, then right before I went to sleep, I broke down into a very deep sorrowful cry.
I have began communicating with others which helps. I talk mostly to strangers but it helps.