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I am new to this group. I lost my husband of 33 years to a glioblastoma (brain cancer) in October, 2015. He was the healthiest person ever- a marathoner and a triathlete. He was the love of my life and we did everything and I mean everything together. I have two children who are 4 hours away and I am lost without him. The disease sucked the life out of him and it was horrible to watch. I am so sad, so angry, so confused, so lonely.... All of our dreams have been shattered and I have to rebuild and I have loads of anxiety. I have joined several widow groups on Facebook and that has been helpful. Looking forward to sharing with all of you.

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At 7:21pm on March 7, 2016, Tink said…

I am glad you will be joining a support group. What has made things even harder for me is that we lost our son-in-law at 38 to leukemia just 13 months before my husband passed. Leaving my daughter a widow at 33 with two little ones to raise. I not only grieve for  the two we lost in our lives, but I hurt so for having to watch my daughter's pain and can not change it for her. Our lives will never be the same.

At 2:31pm on March 7, 2016, Tink said…


I am sorry to hear of your loss. I lost my husband to a rare progressive degenerative brain disease in November 2013 at age 58 just ten days short of our 40th anniversary. I was numb for a very long time, and exhausted from care giving. I know how you feel, seeing all your plans be taken away from you while you watch others enjoying their lives. I did find a support group that was helpful It is a place that I can talk about him with people that understand how I feel. I can't do that with the people I work with. I am still trying to find what my purpose is now....  It definitely is a path that you take one step at a time.

At 11:43am on March 3, 2016, FitFLNana (Thelma) said…
I do so remember those days! I was mad (a little) at Bruce for leaving me and changing all of our plans for retirement! It is so very hard to lose half of yourself. I am struggling now to figure out who I am - what I want, enjoy. I have felt it very unfair to see other couples together at times - that is something we all go through. It seems so unfair when you have lost yours! That's why the Griefshare has helped me so much - to know I am not the only one with those feelings. My future looks very different now, and it is hard to even figure out who I am now. I really feel that I spent the first year just struggling to deal with the grief. I am determined to spend this next year celebrating who my sweet husband was, and being thankful for the 30 years that we had. Bruce had a seizure at work on Oct 31 - which was the first we knew of his cancer. We started the process of trying to decide what to do and treatment, and I started working from home when he got worse, but he ended up with a blood clot in his lungs which is what actually killed him before the cancer - so he thankfully did not suffer. 3.5 months was a short period of time, yet at least we had that time together. I look at that differently now than I did at first too! None of us wanted to be members of this group - but here we are, and it is helpful to know others dealing with the same issues. I ordered the book you recommended earlier!
At 9:36am on March 3, 2016, FitFLNana (Thelma) said…
No I am not Greek. I've never heard of Tom Zuba - will look him up! I have never been to Mass. Am actually planning a trip flying into Albany and spending a week at a timeshare in Springsomething MA - in the Berkshires in June with 2 of my sisters. Looking forward to exploring a new area and getting away from work for awhile. In some ways, working has kept my mind off of my loss, so I guess that's good. I am too young to retire - so looks like I'll be working for awhile still. Too much time alone can be hard through this I'm sure. I have seen onefitwidow on facebook - but she has moved on with her life and remarried - so didn't seem to be as pertinent to me.
At 4:50am on March 3, 2016, FitFLNana (Thelma) said…
Hi Karol,
This is such a difficult journey. I have thought of going to camp - but don't know. Where do you live?
My hubby and I were married 30 years - and he had metastatic melanoma which we found the tumors in his brain. He was very healthy and an avid tennis player - so horrible to lose him so early. I lost Bruce Feb of 2015, so it has been longer for me and I am beginning to cope. I took a Griefshare class locally and am taking it again with another group. I have found that to be very helpful.
At 6:06pm on March 2, 2016,
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Welcome to Widville, Karol. I'm so very sorry for your loss, but pleased that you found us. You'll find caring support and friendship here.

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