"I don't know what to do. Everything feels hazy. I can't accept this reality. I feel so angry and bitter towards my family. When my love was around they were so closed off and put up walls for him to "prove himself" good enough to…"
"I feel so lost. I received news that my baby's kidney isn't fully developing and don't know what that means until he's born. I feel so helpless. Times like now is when I would turn to my boyfriend for comfort and love, I feel so…"
I hadn't realized you had a miscarriage before, we're on the same boat. My boyfriend and I previously went through a miscarriage as well and it was hard on us. I too hope and believe he's in peace with our other…"
"Oh NY goodness! Congratulations, thats such a blessing.
I know what you mean,during this pregnancy, knowing I have a our baby to look after gets me going.
I do that too. Just a couple days ago, thinking of all our memories made me cry and smile, so…"
"Jcal, Thank you for that. I really like how it relates the pain to the love we had for them, and how its okay to hurt,keeping in mind there is still life. It helps me now thinking of our baby on the way that he didn't get to meet
"Sosie03, It's not fair! I see his parents cry for him, I cry for him, it hurts so much to think he should be here. Its hard to make sense of it all and try to figure out or even think of life, without him. I feel for you and am sorry I am not…"
"Denise, how is your pregnancy coming along?
I recently heard from family that a woman went to them and told them that he visits me, and is happy where he is. That somewhat brings comfort. I pretend he sleeps next to me at night, as crazy as that may…"
"How did you get through your labor? I mean, I know its not a breeze, I just keep hearing from others that I might feel his presence while I am. I look forward to holding my baby, knowing i'll be holding a piece of him. I feel its bitter sweet.…"
"I find weekends so hard to get through...granted every single day is hard...weekends were our time...it was always just the two of us, and though there is much support from family and friends, I keep finding I want to be alone...as if somehow…"
I wake up every morning wondering when the pain will go away... As if one day he'll be back and things will be back to normal. For some reason, thats the only thing that brings me comfort, is the hope I'll see him…"
"I've had many dreams with my boyfriend who passed away last month in a motorcycle accident.. He was only 25, and I am 23 currently expecting (6months)...... I've had dreams of him almost every other day. I wonder if it's really him…"
"Have you found anything that's been helping you cope? I know it's silly, but I've been journal writing to him... As a way of comfort,... Or feeling and hoping he can somehow read it... Granted I know it's just in hopes as we…"
"Thats what I'm thinking! These hormones... when I went back to work, just seeing people i hadn't seen since he passed just made me cry... it'd hard sometimes to listen to the radio, as one song will remind me of a happy moment we had,…"
I understand how you feel... I lost my boyfriend Feb 10th by a motorcycle accident... I feel its hard to explain the pain to those around me considering he was my everything, and knee each other in ways no one else did...I miss him…"
"I really didn't think anyone would respond as there are a few of us.... I lost my boyfriend 2-10-16... after a previous miscarriage we had a few years back, we tried again and were excited to be expecting a healthy boy... just last month he was…"
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