I met my wife Laura when she was a 17 year old farm girl from Upstate New York. Her life evolved from milking cows to working for a Silicon Valley tech company. Over the years she grew in beauty, maturity, sophistication and worldliness. She evolved in her spiritual maturity to understand more of who she really was.
Seventeen years after initially meeting her, we got married. Our lives together were full of adventure, self discovery, spiritual growth, family, work and travel.…Continue
After Laura passed on 7/15/14, I now had to do everything myself. There was no one preparing a meal while I was outdoors working. There was no one to talk to at mealtime anymore. All of a sudden I felt vulnerable. If we had a problem to solve, we would put our heads together to figure out a solution. Two heads are always better than one. Now it's just me, to figure it all out by myself.
I hiked alone on our familiar trails in quiet contemplation and meditation. I stood by the wood…Continue
On December 2, 2015, I woke up from a vivid dream regarding my wife who passed away from brain cancer on July 15, 2014, just six weeks after diagnosis. I wrote this immediately upon awakening on the morning of December 2.
It Was Like A Dream
I used to date Laura Maybury
We had great times together
We shared our love and intimacy
I loved her dearly, yes I did
I don't know what happened
Did I say something to offend…Continue