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Memorex....Let it be memorex....because then I can rewind it and erase it all.!!!
In the memorex world your living and we have the most harmonius life. Our 4 children are happy, prosperous and great kids..they have given us 6 beautiful grandkids and we spend every sunday at church with them. We share dinners and happy memories. Photo's are taken at every turn and the memories are displayed on our walls with joyous relish. There's the wedding of our daughter as she walked down…Continue
I'd say love is a magical flame, I'd say love would keep us from pain had i been there..had i been there! I would promise you all of my life..but to loose you would cut like a knife, so i don't dare..NO i don't dare!!! Ah but I did, oh how I did.
April 1, 1986...I was walking from my car to my condo, in such a rush to get my sons in bed for thier nap. I had spent the whole morning standing in line to sign up for classes in college. My husband had walked…Continue
Grief is a thing that takes you to places you never want to go and trys to take all you have left to hold you together. When my wife passed the first few weeks and maybe even months I was lost in a sea of regret and confusion. I managed to function day to day and even survived the crudes, rudes, and even the attitudes that slapped at me almost daily. I managed (by the Grace of God, only) to keep from crawling back into the alcohol haze I'd left behind me so many years before. One by one…Continue
I like dreaming cause dreaming can make you mine...I like holding you close even if its in my mind!!! This song is such an anti--axiom for where i truly am. I hate dreaming...in truth..because I can never get you back and it hurts to think about the what if's and if only's. Your gone, I can hold the memory of you close, but not close enough. Your here in my heart, but not in the world. Your in my bed if I work at it hard enough, but its nothing more than a memory....and it makes me…Continue