No I'm not on the site a lot either was just feeling blue & related to your past post. My email is [email protected] to avoid going through the Village just to send a message. How are you doing this week? I am really digging deep this week I'll tell you. I keep wondering when we are going to feel better. Don't you?
Hi Susieg..I am in Prescott Valley, I saw that you were in Paulden. My husband was a Vietnam Vet, he had been "Collecting" problems from the Agent Orange they sprayed down on all those guys, anyway he was diaginosed with Pancratic Cancer on June 6, 2011 and he passed away July 20, 2011 from it. It was already stage 4 when they found it. He was in bed and wouldn't wake up for me that Saturday, went to ER at VA they put him in ICU for 2.5 days, went to hospice passed that wednesday. He just turned 64 on July 18th. I am sorry for your loss and I am sorry we have to meet like this. I am so lonely and I miss him so much!! Good days...bad days...days I just don't think I can do it without him. I am glad I found this site, it is very helpful because I think I'm losing my mind sometimes I come here and read that the things I am feeling and doing are normal and they will pass. I have a LONG way to go on this journey, I know I will make it, I am strong and realize it is just part of my journey. I have to just know that I WILL see him again.
Suisieg, Thanks for the comment. Strange, but peaceful knowing someone else who is walking this same journey beginning on the same day. Lately I'm finding things really difficult again. Not sure if it just grief, winter, Dave's Birthday the end of the month, then leading to the second April 30th. (Probably all the above!)
Susie, thanks for joining! It's very kind of you to be here while things are developing... please do let me know if you have questions. I think we're all still learning about the features and the best way to have conversations in this different space. Best to you!