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Does anyone else feel like this?
I am struggling something awful. I don't really want to be dead, but Id rather be dead than feel this every day! I am not suicidal, but I do wonder if I didn't have children and this continues to be like this what I would consider.
I just don't know what to do with myself. Im in the house a lot and I know that isn't helpful, but I don't know what to do. I've heard hobbies, volunteer, etc., etc., -- I need to be around…Continue
April 16 will mark one year since my husband's death. To me one year seems like it should feel much longer than it does. This scares me. It scares me because I feel, and in part know, that the feeling of loss will never go away. I don't want a year to be over yet. I'm sure this is going to sound crazy, but I feel like if a year goes by I will have to let go of him.
I can't explain what I'm feeling exactly. I feel like one year is this monumental date. ONE…Continue
The anniversary of my husband's death is about a month a way. Ive been asking God what might be a good way to remember Billy on that day. I've come up with a few ideas, but tonight while looking up at the stars and thinking Billy is up there with the Lord I was inspired. My husband was taken instantly without any warning. As tragic as that is, I know where he resides eternally. Because he asked Jesus to be his Lord and Saviour and served him (and yes he was human so…Continue
I thought it would be a great idea to go on a cruise with my 17 year old niece. You would think that Id be excited about it as we leave Friday, but Im not. Im not excited about anything lately. One day just turns into the next. I've been sleeping a lot. I feel very alone and lost. I have God, but even with Him I still am feeling very alone and lost. I miss having my husband who took good care of me in so many ways. I never had to worry about a lot of things. He was one of those men…Continue