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Tekwriter
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Started this discussion. Last reply by Callie2 Aug 17, 2018. 6 Replies

I lost my Husband on May 3rd. It was Mothers day and my oldest son's birthday the week we held the funeral and the military internment. We basically just did nothing for the 4th of July which used to…Continue

 

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Tekwriter commented on MidnightBear (Tony)'s blog post Tense
"I do understand. The first time I had to fill out a box that had married single and no other choice I was so angry. I was not married in the world sense of the word but I did not feel single either. Widow should have been there."
2 hours ago
Roxi commented on Tekwriter's blog post Angry Lonely Hurt
"me too i'm full of anger...i'm trying to stay calm but people around me really make me mad...'cos they are so boring so idiots and i think "all those stupids are alive" and my love a special person is gone...i know it's…"
yesterday
KayeL commented on Tekwriter's blog post Angry Lonely Hurt
"I know how you feel. I was once a people person, I was nice to everyone and most people adored me. Once my husband passed away, most people annoy the heck out of me. Sometimes I wonder if death brought out the dark side of me that I never knew it…"
yesterday
sis commented on Tekwriter's blog post Angry Lonely Hurt
"I hear you. I, too, have been dealing with a lot of anger particularly the past two days. I also got through the holidays rather well, now this month I'm dealing with my wedding anniversary and next month will be a year since his death.…"
Monday
Tekwriter posted a blog post

Angry Lonely Hurt

I thought I was doing better. I survived ,Thanksgiving, Christmas was disappointing, and I made it through January 1st. I am into February and I am having the hardest time since last May. I had to go to the Dr. and get more medication. I am so angry. I am not angry at my husband. I am angry at people. Everyone that gets in my way. People sincerely annoy me. I have been trying to close on a house. The only thing I needed was a deposit from my military pay. I gave it to them on the 1st of…See More
Sunday
Tekwriter commented on Soaring Spirits's group Born in the 50s
"I have a serious issue. I am angry about things and I cannot let them go. It is hard. I am fiercely angry at my Husband's brother. My husband made many attempts to talk to his brother and make a relationship via phone and Internet and he…"
Sunday
Tekwriter commented on Soaring Spirits's group Born in the 50s
"Riet I understand. I feel the same way. I have lost interest in so many things. Even some of the things I love my interest is only token and I am easily distracted. I have two wonderful sons and they do live with me. But I still feel alone, they are…"
Sunday
Tekwriter commented on Pegasus's blog post Life Changes
"In two and a half months the anniversary will be here for me. Whoever said that should be drawn and quartered. It is clear they know nothing. Most people know nothing. Unless they have been there they don't understand and by this point they are…"
Feb 8
Tekwriter commented on Soaring Spirits's group Born in the 50s
"Thursday night I had my second  worst night ever. I fell off the bed (I think my rottie helped) I smashed my face into the radiator and slammed my bad knee into the floor. So I am trying to get into a seated position and I can feel blood…"
Feb 8
Tekwriter commented on Soaring Spirits's group Born in the 50s
"Thank you all, although it is sad to know I am not alone. I did not know it was a depressing time for most people. March is a super depressing time for me because I lost both my mother and younger brother in March. Although that pales in comparison…"
Jan 23
Tekwriter commented on Soaring Spirits's group Born in the 50s
"I am having a hard time this month and I don't know why. I thought some of the pain would ease off after the Holidays but it has become worse. I dont know what to do."
Jan 22
Tekwriter commented on Soaring Spirits's group Born in the 50s
"I was fortunate that I got along well with my sister in law. I do not know if she agreed with everything we did, but if she did not, she did not say anything. His brother called but I did not respond. They had not been close. She lives in Texas and…"
Jan 17
Tekwriter commented on only1sue's blog post Another year to walk alone
"I too thought about what it would be like at Christmas without my sons. Both of my sons live at home. It is not because they are deadbeats but because of choice. We bought a large house in the country 8 years ago and they helped. We cannot afford it…"
Jan 5
Tekwriter commented on Soaring Spirits's group Born in the 50s
"How did everyone do for New Years? We are still waiting to close on our new house and my oven is broke here so just did steaks and ice cream Sundaes. I had read at Soaring Spirits I think, from another widow that her new year actually began at the…"
Jan 5
Tekwriter commented on Soaring Spirits's group Born in the 50s
"We made it through Christmas Eve and are up to Christmas day. So far so good. I have cried enough the last week to get me through I hope. I was looking at pictures. The day my husband passed I had gone in the  morning to have blue streaks put…"
Dec 25, 2018
Tekwriter commented on Soaring Spirits's group Widowed in 2018
"I lost my wonderful husband in May. I had made some progress but have now backtracked and have lost it all. I am back to crying everyday. They holidays are really taking a toll."
Dec 15, 2018

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Angry Lonely Hurt

Posted on February 10, 2019 at 10:18am 3 Comments

I thought I was doing better. I survived ,Thanksgiving, Christmas was disappointing, and I made it through January 1st. I am into February and I am having the hardest time since last May. I had to go to the Dr. and get more medication. I am so angry. I am not angry at my husband. I am angry at people. Everyone that gets in my way. People sincerely annoy me. I have been trying to close on a house. The only thing I needed was a deposit from my military pay. I gave it to them on the 1st of…

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At 11:47pm on July 5, 2018, eliana said…

Welcome to Widville, Tekwriter. I am truly sorry for your loss, and hope you find caring support and friendship here.

Here's the best place to start: Need help using the site? Ask here!  You can join the Groups that fit you to connect to others with similar experiences. Share your story. Take a look at our Forum discussions where you'll find meaningful conversations taking place.  I look forward to getting to know you here in Widville. Take care of yourself.

 
 
 

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