Hi Vicki, I am also the first to lose my husband in our close circle of friends. My husband and I were married for 45 years. We learned he had lung cancer July 28, 2014 and he died May 3, 2015. I've not made it though one day without crying. I try so hard. I'm hoping to learn how to navigate on this site and find others who understand.
So sorry for the reason that you’re here but glad you’ve joined us. You’ll find insight, understanding and support here at Widowed Village. We’re traveling the same road together some further down the road than others. Join a group when you’re ready to get better connected. Participate in a forum and/or chat anytime. If you have questions, feel free to ask. There is always someone around willing to help. Below is a link that you might find helpful as a new member.