This sounds really familiar to me...I'm new too.
You are so strong, you don't even realize it. I'm glad you're my friend. Embrace the grief. At least that's what I've been told. This is such a…"
"We can't go back to what its, you make decisions with what you know at the time. Just hold to the love you had for him. Take it one hour, then one day, then one week at a time. I lost my husband suddenly and unexpectedly to a…"
"Hugs to you. I feel such pain in your "voice". While all our stories are different, we do lose the one we love and in the beginning we all second guess ourselves. What if I had done this or that. I think that's what we do. You will do…"
"Whitedoves, I'm so sorry. My experience is pretty similar to yours. I had tremendous guilt but I've let a lot of it go. Sometimes it comes creeping back and I remind myself again. He was a grown man and knew…"
"EllenJ, you sound like me. I cant fathom life without him. We were together 24 7 and we even worked together. It is so empty and lonely. Its hard being in an empty house alone. I cant even digest the fact he is gone. Sometimes i think hes going to…"
I feel the exact same way as you. He saved my life in so many ways and in the end, I failed to save his. this haunts me. So many warning signs. So many things I could have done differently to ensure he was here with me. its just…"
"Hello, sorry if this is a multiple post. Trying to figure out how to post on here. Lost my soulmate, best friend and confidant. He was everything to me. I miss him dearly. He had a heartattack and I feel insurmountable pain and guilt for sitting…"
I'm glad you found us and I'm sorry you are here, but here is the best place you can be. Here you can scream, cry, vent, ask questions, or just read as we all talk about our loss and what we are doing and how we are…"
"Hello im new. Lost my soulmate 9 weeks ago. Unexpected loss. He died of cardiac arrest. I feel incredibly guilty. I watched for an hour while he was in pain feeding him tums. I want so badly to go back in time and make alm the right decisions . He…"
Welcome to Widville,Whitedoves9698. I am truly sorry for your loss, and hope you find caring support and friendship here. Here's the best place to start: Need help using the site? Click the "help" link at the top of page. You can join the Groups that fit you to connect to others with similar experiences. Share your story. And the "chat room" is open 24/7. Take a look at our Forum discussions where you'll find meaningful conversations taking place. I look forward to getting to know you here in Widville. Take care of yourself.