I completely understand. Take your time. Be gentle with yourself. Firsts are difficult. There are many discussions regarding firsts that might be helpful. Please don't feel any pressure to participate! Blessings to you
So sorry for the reason that you’re here but glad you’ve joined us. You’ll find insight, understanding and support here at Widowed Village. We’re traveling the same road together some further down the road than others. Join a group when you’re ready to get better connected. Participate in a forum and/or chat anytime. If you have questions, feel free to ask. There is always someone around willing to help.