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Hard to believe it's been 3 long years.

Hard to believe it's been 3 short years.

Time is relative you know. Sometimes it seems like it's been forever since I last heard his voice. And yet other days it seems like it wasn't all that long ago. I know I've come a long way in those 3 years. And yet...I know I have a long way to go yet. Not a day goes by still that I don't think of him. Sometimes with a smile, sometimes with a tear...but always with love.

When tears streak down my face

I can still remember how it felt when you would wipe them away

When I smile

I can still remember how your face would light up when you smiled back at me

When I am frustrated

I can still remember how you would try to fix things

When I am mad

I can still remember how you would try to make sure I had the space I needed

When I am worried

I can still remember how you would hold me and tell me everything is going to be…

At night...in darkness

I hear the wind carry your voice

From that far away place

In which you now reside.

In daylight...in bright sun

I see your face

Etched in the clouds

Near where you now reside.

In the dawn...sun peeking

I feel your breath

Upon my cheek

As I look at where you now reside.

At dusk...daylight fading

I smell the slightest hint

Of your skin

As I dream of where you now reside.

- CJ…

Watercolors of memories wash my mind

Mixed with the dark, somber colors of pain and loss

Creating a palate of pleasure and pain

All intertwined in wispy tendrils 

That I reach out to grab in my hands

Only to find my hands empty

And so tears run through my heart

Leaving my soul aching

For that which once was but is no more

For it is just a watercolor of memories.

- C Marley