Hi, Dazed. Thanks, too, for befriending me....I will be a little absent for a while, as I am recuperating from a heart attack. Broken heart. You know? Even the doc admits it is that. But I look forward to getting to know you. We are all so well able to walk this journey together....as hard as it is, thank goodness we can help each other along the way. I wish you peace and solace.
Thanks for friending me and for your very kind and helpful comments regarding my last post. I am trying so hard to keep going through this hell but after a year, I feel that I should be in a better place....clearly that was not in the plans for me. I am not sure how much more of this pain I can honestly withstand, all the while working with a big smile on my face and not really caring about anyone else. That is not the person I ever was, but it sadly the person I have become. I don't want to be this way but I am so filled with grief and sadness that there is no more room left in my heart for any more warmth. How are you doing? Has anything in particular helped you?