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After almost 2 years, little things can still set me off

Started this discussion. Last reply by vintage56(barb) Oct 26, 2016. 9 Replies

looking through FB, someone had a post about their husband getting a knee operation. Just seeing a picture of an older man in a hospital gown with IV started the tears flowing. Does it ever end....Continue

How to feel old

Started this discussion. Last reply by Callie2 Jun 19, 2016. 1 Reply

#1 - Drive to local Social Security office to complete application for widows benefits (turning 60 soon).#2 - Drive past a bunch of young people doing THIS on the way.…Continue

trying to arrange a family memorial service.

Started this discussion. Last reply by widow85 Jul 29, 2015. 11 Replies

We were snowbirds, living in New England in the summer and down south in the winter. My only family is my sister and her husband, who live up here. Frank has 4 grown kids with GKs. Two live up here,…Continue

not ready yet.

Started this discussion. Last reply by Crispygirl Feb 18, 2015. 6 Replies

I am in a snowbird community for the winter, we have been coming for almost 20 years and I have a lot of friends (acquaintances mostly) here. There are quite a few widows as well.I met one the other…Continue


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vintage56(barb) replied to Nieta's discussion Have you experienced any "God Winks" (i.e., messages) from your late spouse?
"I'm sure many of you know about "pennies from heaven" - finding pennies as signs from your loved one who is gone. A fellow widow told me about them shortly after Frank died, and sure enough I started finding them. Especially when I…"
May 16
vintage56(barb) updated their profile
May 9
vintage56(barb) replied to Sissy's discussion I Had Another " First " Today.
"I spent about 1.5 years with Frank, taking care of him when he was sick, staying in the hospital with him when he was being treated. He was 16 years older than me. Many times I would think, "I will have to go through this someday, maybe --…"
May 8
vintage56(barb) replied to Jill's discussion What's scaring you these days?
"(((hugs))) photonut, I can relate. Frank had 4 kids (not mine) who ran the gamut from not talking to him to benign neglect. Never a phone call, invite, or card on Father's Day.  I don't know how people like that can live with…"
May 2
vintage56(barb) replied to ashleynicole8378's discussion Need some advice please?
"Aw Frank, now you have made me cry.... I like your idea though."
Mar 31
vintage56(barb) replied to Imogen's discussion Stupid People
"Darn, if it wasn't for that negative attitude of yours, everything would be JUST FINE!!!!!"
Mar 31
vintage56(barb) replied to Donutmom4x's discussion Please tell me it's not just me...
"Hi - I lost my Frank too, over 2 years ago. His sister has been great, we are closer than ever. His brother acted like I no longer exist. His kids (not mine) are great too for the most part. On my side I just have one sister and she is very…"
Mar 16
vintage56(barb) replied to Sissy's discussion Trying to Find Myself and Be Me Again.
"I loved Frank so much, one of my problems was what to do with all that love (no kids). I decided to send it out into the world and have been volunteering. It helps."
Mar 10
vintage56(barb) replied to kenslove 's discussion My first anniversary- alone
"more (((hugs)))). It really sucks."
Mar 10
vintage56(barb) replied to lnickles34 (LaShunda)'s discussion Dreams
"I had a great one. IRL I sometimes wake up and feel as if someone is behind me in bed. Started happening when Frank was still alive, I would look over and he wasn't there. Or maybe I just dream the whole thing. Anyway, I dreamt that this…"
Mar 10
vintage56(barb) replied to lnickles34 (LaShunda)'s discussion Dreams
"I had one last night, we were in a skyscraper, somewhere in the middle, there were 2 elevators. I got on one and it went up and I realized Frank wasn't with me. I didn't know if he had got on the other one, what floor he had gone too, if…"
Mar 5
vintage56(barb) replied to Soaring Spirits's discussion MARCH Anniversaries, Birthdays and Other Special Days
"aww, (((hugs))). I know how you feel. It is tough to have a "special day" when the one who made you feel special is no longer here. I had a miserable 60th last year and did not tell anyone on that day."
Mar 3
vintage56(barb) replied to Soaring Spirits's discussion MARCH Anniversaries, Birthdays and Other Special Days
"Frank's birthday is 3/19. He did not quite make it to 75. Would have been 77 this year."
Mar 3
vintage56(barb) commented on Orb101214's blog post Five years ago was our 'Houseaversary'
"So sweet!! I had a guy like that too, not a big romantic, but he could always remember the anniversary of our first date, when we moved in together, etc."
Feb 21
vintage56(barb) replied to Rich's discussion What's the point?
"There is a reason you are still here. There are things you can do. I hope you find the reason soon, it makes it easier when you know WHY you are here. (((hugs))))"
Feb 21
vintage56(barb) replied to Larryh0823's discussion Just trying to deal with this.
"Larry, I am so sorry for the nightmare you have been through. ((((HUGS))))) I lost my husband after a 18month battle with cancer, and like you, the inevitability of the end came rushing at me very quickly. The last time he was in the hospital, we…"
Feb 13

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At 1:33pm on January 3, 2017, diacon said…

Thank you. I don't know what wanting to be my friend means - but thank you for wanting to be my friend!  I appreciate your understanding and acknowledgement of the differences among lonely, alone and lonesomeness.  When I was in a grief group shortly after my spouse died, I collected things that people (albeit well meaning) said and sent them on to  the facilitator.  She (thankfully) is using them.  They are similar to something I saw on this site.  In many ways I would like to move on and in many ways I really don't want to.  Anyone relate?  Thanks.  

At 12:44pm on January 28, 2016, Ted'sRed said…

Thank you for the comment and the friend request, Barb.  I couldn't agree more.  My profile picture was my husband's favorite one of us because it captures the essence of our love (well, at least mine for him - LOL - but it was very much mutual).

At 10:48pm on February 6, 2015, eliana said…

Welcome to Widville, vintage56. I am truly sorry for your loss, and hope you find caring support and friendship here.

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