"Here's an exercise to understanding the loss of a life partner. If you have a partner... review this week of your life. How much the two of you:
- interacted with one another
- spoke to each other…
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.... is rather a "loaded" word, is it not?
Those of you who follow my blog or me on Facebook know that I have spent a lot of time over the last few weeks purging and organizing my home .... and my attic. I find that I get the urge to purge about 2 or 3 times a year, and when that urge hits .... I just go with it.…Continue
per-ser-vere – To persist in a purpose, an idea, or a task in the face of obstacles or discouragement.
en-dure – 1. To carry on through despite hardships, undergo. 2. To bear with tolerance: endure the consequences.
To persevere and endure are to concepts that are a big part of my life since my husband’s death. It is really the only way I know how to exist anymore. Days are not the way they were when he was alive. There is a…Continue
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On Friday my therapist told me I needed to recapture the days that I lost in Kevin's death: our anniversary, his birthday. The past few years, even my birthday has felt lost because of his death. I don't really know how to begin doing this, but I am trying to start today.
I woke up, knowing it was Kevin's would-be 39th birthday, and I didn't feel that SINK. The SINK is that feeling where my heart falls, takes with it my throat, and launches onto my stomach before resting unsoundly…Continue
This is a taste of my future. Come May 4, I’ll be flying into San Jose, Costa Rica with my boyfriend. It’s all courtesy of the travel writing contest I won through Wyndham Women Local Nation. I have never left the country, other than to Puerto Rica & Canada. This is a whole new exploration for me, and I am very excited! Not only is it my/our first trip to Costa Rica, but it’s also my first…Continue
I bring certain things with me to the table that others do not. Please do not call this “baggage” – that is insulting. My husband, my life story, and my heartache are cheapened by that kind of crass terminology. Everyone has a history, a story, some things to be proud of, some things to regret, and some things they bring to the table through no fault or action of their own. I am just like everyone else in this way.
My history is unique, so dating me will be different the dating…Continue
Everyone in the apartment complex I lived in knew who Ugly was. Ugly was the resident tomcat. Ugly loved three things in this world: fighting, eating garbage, and, shall we say, love.
The combination of these things combined with a life spent outside had their effect on Ugly. To start with, he had only one eye and where the other should have been was a hole. He was also missing his ear on the same side, his left foot…
Iᴛ sᴇᴇᴍs ᴏᴜʀ ᴏᴡɴ ɪᴍᴘᴇʀᴍᴀɴᴇɴᴄᴇ ɪs ᴄᴏɴᴄᴇᴀʟᴇᴅ fʀᴏᴍ ᴜs.
Tʜᴇ ᴛʀᴇᴇs sᴛᴀɴᴅ fɪʀᴍ, ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴏᴜsᴇs ᴡᴇ ʟɪᴠᴇ ɪɴ ᴀʀᴇ sᴛɪʟʟ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ.
Wᴇ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ fʟᴏᴡ ᴘᴀsᴛ ɪᴛ ᴀʟʟ, ᴀɴ ᴇxᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ᴏf ᴀɪʀ.
Eᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴄᴏɴsᴘɪʀᴇs ᴛᴏ sɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ ᴜs, ᴘᴀʀᴛʟʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ sʜᴀᴍᴇ, ᴘᴀʀᴛʟʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴜɴsᴘᴇᴀᴋᴀʙʟᴇ ʜᴏᴘᴇ.
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Another nite of being up all night and on the computer, searching, searching for what, I don't know. Just needing something to occupy my mind till the sun started coming up, and I found this site. I think I was suppose to find it now, I read and read and read and seen so many stories of me, of my loss, and how I still feel.
I lost my husband Jerry of 36 years to Leukemia April 22, 2008. I hate April, I hate February, our Anniversary month, also mine and our sons birthday…Continue
Four years ago this morning I woke up and found that my husband Rick had passed. It was such a shock. At first it didn't seem real. I even poked him thinking I could wake him up when I knew I couldn't. A lot of the hussle and bussle of that day I don't remember clearly. There were so many people in and out of my house. But I do remember telling my two grown children that their dad was gone. That was the hardest thing I ever had to do. When April 5th rolls around each year that is the…Continue
I like going back to the places I have visited before, which I know I love. Assateague. The Cabin. There are a few choice spots that I visit regularly because it feels like my second home there. It’s not a bad thing – I have great memories at these places, so it’s no wonder I travel back again and again and love it everytime.
Traveling to places I love is never a bad thing, but is it preventing me from exploring new places? I used to be completely spontaneous (ok, not…Continue
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.... another wave comes and smacks you from behind .....
I love the ocean. Always have.
Jim did, too. We were a "beach family". Loved…Continue