Bad ass widow's Blog – May 2012 Archive (3)

I dont really know where I am going with this, but at this point in time I am glad that my daughter has the funny farm on speed dial. 

Yes, I aspire to be the crazy lady on the block and have taken measures to start that process but in the meantime I think I am losing my mind before I am ready too.

I have been having really bizarre dreams.  Not nightmares in the sense that they scare me, but weird-ass dreams.  I have ordered a book on analazing dreams, but I am pretty sure that…

I dont know if anyone here has seen Nurse Jackie on tv,  but it is one of my favorite shows.  Anyway on the show she recently completed rehab for a drug addiction and upon returning to work someone said something to her about her hair.  She later cried to her friend "Is this how it is going to be?  I am going to start feeling things?"

I so get that feeling.  Although I have not self medicated with pills or booze.  I have done everything else to get away from feelings.  I put hundreds…

My daughter is, was, and always will be a Daddys Girl.  In oh so many ways.  She was in such a hurry to get here, we barely made it to the hospital in time.  We arrived at the hospital at 6:00pm and 26 minutes later she made her entrance.  From the second she was born she had her Daddy wrapped around her little finger.  He named her Kaitlyn so that he could call her Katie.  But Katie didnt fit her, Kate did.  Those two were attached at the hip.  They had Kaitlyn-Daddy days every Saturday for…