Today is the 1 year anniversary of when we received the diagnosis that my husband had 6 months to live. The day my world was turned upside down. I really miss him; he was my best friend in so many ways. He understand me in a way that no one else did; accepted me with all my flaws and silly quirks. We took care of each other. My wish is I could have done more. I wish I had a better hospice company than the one I did. This company did not provide much support.
Well this is the last day of the year - 2017. What a year it has been. I feel like everything is crashing down and in on me. We all know the first thing that crashed down, in or whatever we call it: Loosing my husband to Stage IV kidney cancer on May 2, 2017. Ending the year with a heck of bang. Was told I didn't need to move out of this house only to come home on December 29 from counseling and my husband's birthday that I have to move. Rentals in this area are about 10 to 1. Go…Continue
Well today is the day after Christmas, this was my first Christmas without my husband. I was fortunate to have family around however I feel like I am going backwards. My husband passed May 2, 2017 after a short 5 month battle with Stage IV Kidney Cancer. I have really good days and I guess the down fall is the bad days that come up from time to time. Tomorrow 12/28/2016 would have been 1 year ago ; he had the surgery to remove his right Kidney, piece of his bladder and ureter. This was…Continue