If I were to be given a wish tonight,to be able to build that wish into reality, Ray would still be here. We would be sitting beside a stream in a place called Childowlah, we would have a large two room tent, a generator for lights and refrigeration and a big trailer attached to an SUV. I know Ray would probably be ready for bed by now as he was always asleep by this time of night and he would say goodnight and maybe drop a kiss on the top of my head as he passed. I would be sitting…Continue
I was talking to a friend tonight and just about burst into tears, something I have not done for a while. She said she was pleased things were working out so well for me! I had to excuse myself because her cheerfulness and my loneliness just didn't mesh. I know it is silly to terminate a call when I want so much to talk to someone but it does have to be someone who will understand.
I know I do sound cheerful on the phone and even on Facebook I only post the highlights of the week so…Continue