i just lost my husband on june the fourth. He was at work and the last thing he wanted was me, but unfortunatly the massive heart attack wouldnt wait. We have three children and that helps me get out of bed on most days. I am so lost without him, he was always calling or texing if he wasnt with me. I sent up balloons that the kids wrote on for fathersday. I try to keep him a part of our childrens life so his memory stays alive.