Well this is the last day of the year - 2017. What a year it has been. I feel like everything is crashing down and in on me. We all know the first thing that crashed down, in or whatever we call it: Loosing my husband to Stage IV kidney cancer on May 2, 2017. Ending the year with a heck of bang. Was told I didn't need to move out of this house only to come home on December 29 from counseling and my husband's birthday that I have to move. Rentals in this area are about 10 to 1. Go back to work after the holiday and find out there is a huge issue not my fault but a huge mistake that touches my moral being. God please help me go into the new year with some positive outcomes.