I was alone for Mother's Day but did get the texts from my sons and a phone call from my daughter and spoke to both of her children so I was okay. Ray never made much of Mother's Day , I was the one who bought the presents for us all and nice cards for our Mums so my boys followed him in that. Boys need a good example to be set for them. It was one of his failings I guess that he didn't see the example he was setting. He always said he showed he cared by the way he worked for us not by the gifts he gave us.
Winter is fast approaching here now, cold nights but the days are still nice apart from the cooler southerly winds. (Think your north, our south...lol.) I am getting out as much as I can, gardening , sweeping up leaves as I have some deciduous trees as well as gum trees. Pots are slowly getting topped up or upgraded. I don't have my full energy back yet so it is only an hour at a time. I figure just do as much as I can, wish I was fully functional again but I'm not. As usual I am impatient and want to be back to normal, whatever that will be.
The visit to the Lymphoedema Clinic was disappointing, no real help, so I am going to have to be proactive and work out some of my most pressing solutions. Seems there is a lot of knowledge due to the research done on behalf of breast cancer sufferers but not into post-operative melanoma. So I have to find where I can get appropriate pressure garments etc. No sense in worrying about it, like with Ray's post stroke treatment it is research and discovery that counts.
I haven't resumed my former duties at church, I need to get stronger first. I am going to my daughter's for a couple of days soon and then the second Dissection Clinic visit comes at the end of the month. Having three monthly visits is a nuisance in some ways but it is a place where I can ask a question and maybe get some answers. I am hoping as time goes by more answers will be available, the treatment of melanoma to maintain it at stage three is still in early stages, previously people just died of it. Just talking to my sister-in-law in Queensland, she has a wider circle of country friends so has a higher incidence of melanoma among her acquaintances. Maybe she will find out more for me.
Apart from that my life goes on from day to day. Yes, I am still lonely. I go out to morning tea or lunch a couple of times a week, catch up with friends, I am back at Lions and enjoying the dinners. I worked on one of our fundraising BBQs on Monday and managed to do a four hour shift. It is good to be back. I missed the comraderie Lions brings into my life. The laughter, the silly fines, the catching up with the news of family and friends we have in common, it makes a difference in my life.
And so life goes on......