I'm just preparing to leave my vacation. I came to Mexico with a widow associate. It was an all inclusive resort but for adults only. My widow associate thought that would be ideal because we wouldn't be bothered with so many children that now flood many vacation hideaways. I dont think I would care either way. I love kids. And I've alWays traveled with them. But they are older now so this year we took separate vacations. I had no idea that an all adult resort would be an all couple resort. So it was difficult seeing so many women with their husbands. There were so many layers here. Couples at various point in their union. They met up with other couples and traveled together, ate together and had drinks together. I'm learning to be alone and to find peace wherever I go regardless of who I am with or who or what I see. So after a full week of watching relationships flourish, I finally had an awakening. I decided to stay by the pool all day. It looked liked everyone enjoyed it so I wanted to be a part of it too. But I wasn't really included, but mostly excluded. Because no woman is absolutely confident about having their husband talk to another woman who is unaccompanied. Well I sat by a young lady for about 4 hours. She was by herself and wasn't part of the poolside clique. She was in her world and I was in mine. We had lunch at the same time. But never shared a conversation. After lunch I decided to get back into the pool. All of a sudden I saw this handsome guy come into the pool area with two drinks in his hands. I was elated with her response. She immediately had this amazing smile on her face. She began to blush and started to glow. Her and her husband had reunited after an afternoon apart. At that point I wasn't jealous or sad. But an extreme amount of joy came through my body. I don't know if she knows how she looked when he entered her space but her reaction was priceless. I once had that glow. And my husband had many surprises for me during our marriage, but at that moment I was happy that someone else was experiencing it. This was the turning point of my vacation. So this all inclusive resort gave me more than just free drinks and food, it gave me hope for the sanctity of marriage. Even though I'm not a part of it anymore I'm just happy that others are having the opportunity to enjoy the person they love in a safe place.