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I lost my husband December 15, 2011. That was the day my world as I knew it came to and end. Since then, I have gone through the usual greiving experiences I guess. I went to a Counselor for several months just to keep myself from falling into a depression. I did not, thankfully. But, this process called grief is still a process I don't want to go through. I have gone back to work a couple of weeks ago. That seemed to be the last big hurdle I had to cross.
But now as the days pass by, the day to day being alone is what is really getting to me. I used to have someone to do everything with. Now, there is no one. I am really having a hard time dealing with this. I don't want to meet anyone to take his place, but I would like someone to just do things with. I don't know if that is a possibility. How do we find this? I go to Church and participate in a couple of groups there, but everyone has their own life. I had my own life too, but now it's gone.
How do we go on? I just wish there were some kind of answer to this. But I fear the answer isn't an easy one.