I thought I was doing better. I survived ,Thanksgiving, Christmas was disappointing, and I made it through January 1st. I am into February and I am having the hardest time since last May. I had to go to the Dr. and get more medication. I am so angry. I am not angry at my husband. I am angry at people. Everyone that gets in my way. People sincerely annoy me. I have been trying to close on a house. The only thing I needed was a deposit from my military pay. I gave it to them on the 1st of February and my close is not till the 19th and I have to spend another 450.00 for another appraisal. My husbands brother is going to Australia, yet in May he could not afford to fly out and pay his respects to his older brother. I want to strike out at people. I don't know if this is the anger phase they talk about or not. I thought the anger was towards the departed. I don't even understand this. I am even angry at being angry. I always want to cry.