Heard that one in a book I was reading’ basketcase in a nanosecond.’ Im way back to thoughts I had the first day. The sadness is back not that it was gone but there’s a heaviness to it. I was trying to do a workout yesterday morning and in the middle of it BAM it hit me. I kept going but my steps were heavy and lost energy. Now sleeping is more disruptive. Wake up in the middle of the night crying and with anxiety. I have to get up rock in my chair the rest of the time . ....
well guess this blog will have to be short. Lost all my thoughts.