Well Ladies and Gentlemen some of us just got through out first Christmas and Christmas Eve without our partners. I say to all of us, and to myself too, well done. We may have been a puddle of tears, we may have not been ourselves but the fact remains that we preserved. Honestly it was probably one of the most difficult things I have had to do other than get through this Thanksgiving. I hope everyone can get through New Years eve and day as best they can and I just keep reminding myself to be kind to myself. Ive never had to navigate these waters before and as much as some days feel hopeless and horrible I just keep taking one day, and sometimes one minute at a time.