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I've done very little of it, and except for one place that we only went to three times tops, and I always have to set up a picture of Arlene on my phone to get thru it. I have been saying for the last 4 1/2 years that I couldn't see myself eating in our old places (thankfully most have changed hands aren't the same). Today I had this thought that its probably time for me to rip the bandaid off and go to one, or several, depending on how it goes. Just not THIS weekend, Effin V-day. But soon. If I don't chicken out.

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Comment by Rainy (Misty) on Saturday

Hi Don, I haven't been to either one of our 2 date night restaurants but I will eat alone in one of the other many regular places around town.  It's different here for me I know because it's a small town and practically everyone knows me and Jerry.  That being said, I often have other "singles" ask to join me, or I'll ask to join them.  It was/is hard for me to sit there looking around at all the familiar folks, who we dined with at the same time, the same restaurant for years.  It's surreal.  It's a social oddity to be eating alone for one thing, so that makes it weird from the get-go, so I just consider myself deputy dog of normalizing the aloneness sit thru whatever discomfort I may or may not feel and when it's over, consider it a victory for widows or just plain ole alone ppl everywhere.   Put your invisible cape on Don, take a book/enjoy ppl watching.  Be the weird guy in the corner booth!  It's absolutely okay because new doesn't have to be bad, different doesn't mean letting go, and growing doesn't mean forgetting.   When you finish licking your plate, you will have your tribe right here, a click, or a phone call away to say atta boy!  Love you buddy!  bon appetite 

Comment by Lisa_says on Saturday

Hi Don,

I haven't been out to eat in a year and two months since my husband passed away.  I haven't even been able to order food from any of the places my husband and I used to go to. Not one slice of pizza, not one burger and fries.

It's just too hard for me. Those were "our places"

I admire your courage, go for it. I hope you have a good meal and continue to move forward.

In time I hope to find the courage to do the same.

Comment by only1sue on Friday

Don, I began eating out alone when Ray was in the nursing home so that is going on for eight and a half years ago.I went to places I was  familiar with, sat at a table for two facing out into the crowd. I ordered only a main course that was easy to eat but one I wouldnt cook myself so,it was a treat. A couple of times someone I knew came up and say hello and I handled that okay. I found a certain amount of freedom in finding I could do this. I still have a problem walking into something like a wedding reception alone as it is still expected you will have a plus one with you but if you know the family they know your story. Good luck with your debut into the world of going out alone..

Comment by Doug02122014 on Thursday

Don

Today I hit 6-years out and I still avoid at all costs "our Walmart".  I  remember my early days on this journey and walking into that store and the Godawful feeling coming over me once inside the store.   I  had no idea that I was walking into a superstore of triggers.   

I admire your courage and wishing you all the best. 

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