I am 49 years old....My husband Frank was 58 when he died due t a freak Accident ( passed out and fell on the Kitchen floor causing a Brain Bleed) on June 14th that took his life. I had to be the one to make the FINAL decision to take him off Life support after two days being in a Coma due to a Fall that caused a SEVERE BRAIN INJURY that required 4 hours of Brain Surgery, he survived the Surgery, next day he had MULTIPLE STROKES to the Right side of the Brain and a few to the left...I was told by Drs he would never wake up and if he should by some miracle he would Never know any of us or be able to speak , walk talk etc again...I refused to give up, aiting for a MIRACLE to happen and bring my husband back to me...A few hours later, the swelling from the Brain was now attacking his Brain-stem and the Drs said he would eventually Die on his own IN PAIN ( since they were NOT giving him pain meds due to the Coma) or I could allow them to Medicate him with Pain meds and remove him from all Machines and allow him to pass away in no pain...I did NOT know what to do...I felt i had no right to make a decision on someone else' s life, especially a MAN i had been married to for close to 29 years! I cried and cried until I finally allowed the drs to remove all machines and medicate him so he would be pain free..He died 4 hours later with Myself and our 3 grown Children and Daughter N laws and Son N law by his side..I live with NOT only his loss but weather i made the right decision also. My pain is unbearable at times. I live every day thinking I killed him...That I made the wrong choice. should I have waited? Should I have let him die on his own? I dont know! I feel I did the right thing MOST days but the nights I lay awake I feel like Im in a nightmare and God is punishing me now. I dont know if these are feelings any of you have had that may have been in my predicament. I just feel LOST!