On July 27, 2019, my husband passed away unexpectedly where I was the one to discovered and held his lifeless body that I was sure someone could fix. But, even as he was rushed to the hospital, no one could bring him back to me.
It's still very raw and fresh: the stabbing aching pain, the breakdowns, the not realizing he is really gone on some occasions, the anxiety, the remembering looking into my husband's lifeless eyes when I pulled him into my arms. It's all so raw and fresh.
I need someone to talk to about the death of my spouse. It's hard for others to understand who never experienced it before. I'm hoping and praying that this site will bring me some peace. I know speaking with others will bring comfort and understanding.