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Today was one of the ugly days. We all have them. You know oneis happening when you wake up wanting to cry. Today was one of those and it went downhill fast.
I walked into my office and the crap questions started before I could put my purse down and turen on my computer. I got hammered. When the computer came up, there was an email, asking the same damed f*$%(ing question! It wa shandled by 8:0 am. Geex, cut me some F$*&#ing slack. It's Monday f$&#cking morning!!!
It was a rapid slide into a hell hole of other people's damned problems.
I managed to arrange a massage after work. My therapist is very accomodating and I am grateful for him.
Once at hoe, relatively relaxed, I poured a large shot of Bourbon and turned on a Hallmark movie. there is nothing like a Hallmark movie to make you cry necessary tears. I sobbed for two hours. It was good to cry for a fictional charachter as it took me outside of my own pain for a change. Thank goodness for Hallmark.